I don’t know if I’m being pushed to grow up or I’m self inducing this.
I love the idea of managing my own money, providing for myself, having my own place and everything… but I look at my friends that are older than me and still rely on their parents and they have the ability to just fall back on them and that parental security.
It’s weird. It’s all happening so fast.
I just got a promotion at work today, which means I’ll have to be working more hours. And I already struggle “having enough time” in a day.
For spring I wanted to take just a week, ONE MERE WEEK, to relax and not run on a constant schedule… but now I have to go into work to train for my new job.
I praise You, Lord. I don’t necessarily know what you’re planning for me, but I pray that I’m carrying out Your will. I’m relying on YOUR strength and power and not my own.